It's a fact i lost you .
I couldn't get you back in time .
It was a rash decision , and i regretted it .
Why do i always regret after making a decision ?
Why do i always make a decision and realise tht i still love you like how i do in th past ?
Why didn't i learn t treasure you when you're here still with me ?
Why didn't i cherish you ?
Why must i wait until you're gone , then i know tht you are th girl for me ?
I hated myself for making tht rash decision .
i hate myself for not giving you th life you want .
I hate myself for making you cry always when you did not need t cry at all .
I hate myself for not making good use of th times with you , when you're still with me.
Maybe , it was my destiny t lose you , because im not good enough for you at all .
You deserve a better boyf then me out there .
So many guys are still waiting for you outside there , they might be happy that we're separated .
But im not in th least happy at all , instead , im sad and very disappointed in myself.
I thought t myself tht i will learn how t cherish you , treasure you , but i didn't do that . Instead , i made you sad and sad each day .
You cried so many times , because of whatever decision i made .
Now that you're gone , there is no one here t comfort me , console me , make me happy , crap with me , wake me up for school , accompany me t school , bicker with me and many more .
Whenever i looked at th paper hearts you made for me on my wall , tears started t fall . You made tht for me till so late , and even bring out t do it , cause you were scared that you cant complete it on time .
I feel very grateful t you , for giving me all those wonderful times . Though idk whether we can be together again , i still hope even if we cant , you'll find th guy who knows how t treasure you and cherish you out there , cause , you are a wonderful girl .
And , dont SKIP meals anymore , alright ? It's bad for your health .
WATCH out for cars also , you're a very careless person .
TAKE GOOD CARE of your phone , dun make any more scratches also .
I'll listen t your advices you gave me . Thanks alot . (:
Thanks for giving me those good times , wonderful memories . (:
I'll remember you , LimSzeLing .
Goodbye , All The Best ! (: